Time Flies (Poem)

Time flies

Time goes

Fluttering by

Like there’s nothing to lose

All I wish is that

I could go back

Maybe I'd choose to leave

Maybe I’d choose to stay

I haven’t decided if

It was worth it yet

I stare at my screens

Try to hold on to me

But I’m losing faith

It’s losing its grip on me

I try to get better

But it’s a losing game

Please don’t run away

I wish people would stay

But I’m always the one leaving

I try not to get hurt

And that hurts me more

So what do I do?

All of that wasted time

All of that wasted care

All of it gone

All of it abused

All of it empty and lost.

Time flies

Time goes

Fluttering by

Like there’s nothing to lose

All I wish is that

I could go back

Maybe I'd choose to leave

Maybe I'd choose to stay

I haven’t decided if

It was worth it yet

I wait in line

For a life

All of my efforts were lost

I just bide my time

They will always yell

And I will cry

But I’m alive

Though sometimes I don’t want to be…

I write poems periodically

Then I forget to read them

Maybe I should make it a biography

All of that wasted time

All of that wasted love

All of it gone

All of it gone

All of it abused

All of it empty and lost..

Time flies

Time goes

Fluttering by

Like there’s nothing to lose

All I wish is that

I could go back

Maybe I’d choose to leave

Maybe I’d choose to stay

I haven’t decided if

It was worth it yet

Please don’t go

I can’t handle it again

Don’t leave me to grow

I’ll be left behind

I sit here in my bedroom

Living all my lies

How long can I keep it up

Before I lose all my lives?

My mind is a lie

My continuous tries

Why can’t I find,

A safe place to cry?

~ Made by Ashlynn Blue, do not try to copy. ~